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at school we have a running joke that when i say blah...it means im too tired and that blah is better than the french i could attempt to say......so really right now im tired

yesterday was a big day for me. thursday things with my host mum kind of exloded. so friday i decided to talk to someone at school about it and talk to afs again. at school i was lucky to find a really nice english teacher. after i talked to her we went to the assistant principal and talked to him. i felt like i was going crazy. it must have been kind of weird cos all i di was cry (yeah boo hoo). so the assistant principal talked to someone in afs...and afs called me to talk. it wwas so much better talking in english. i could say everything i was feeling not just what i was capable to say in french...because before id only talked to my counsellor in french. so it was good to be able to talk. the assistant principal was a lil worried so he got the english teacher to take me out for lunch. that was very cool. but before luch i got to help the teacher buy a gift for her 6 year olds birthday and buy big helium balloons. lots of fun.

my host mum is acting really weird now. she wont talk to me and if she does its in french (which is a first cos it had always been in english).

im really worried bout moving family before the cruise...cos if i do ill lose the ticket...and dammit no one can take that away from me! talking to afs today at the xmas party so hopefully we can sort out something.

so maybe im starting to see that rainbow after a rainy day